How does it feel to lose?

Tonight was the night turmoil for the first time in June of this. Why upset? When I asked why I was upset, tonight I feel lost something very important to me. For some people this may not matter. And you definitely know that feeling What kind of miss it. Did anyone not know how it feels to lose?

Each person has different taste. It's a very strong sense of loss felt like a whip in the liver. In addition, you will feel like having a burden and a sense that can not be represented by your own heart, and do not think that there is also capable of describing other people even try to describe it but the taste is different. Why do I say that? Lost objects that have significant content is a little slap to myself to be able to keep things very well. But the fact must speak another object that contains information and some memories with your family album should disappear.

I don't need to explain about the object. What am I feeling? I feel a heavy burden in my heart and other feelings that I feel I can not describe how I feel or think it's changed but because the more I feel the burden of my heart in this. I've been trying to remember everything that I pass along the object, but to date I have not been able to find the object

If I had really lost the goods, I was not ready. That would be very disturbing my mind for several weeks. But for now I will continue to look for it even though they had a week went by. I'm sad. I am very sad about this.

is there any way I can recall things that almost disappeared during the week? Do I have to wait for a miracle for this thing? My heart really do not know what to talk. I want to cry remember my favorite things are. It's my fault, I was too quick to forget things that I keep.
I am really confused what to do. I continue to hope and continue to search for these objects. What else do I want to say I have no idea. I really could not say anything. Currently I want to calm my mind and my heart to look for tomorrow morning

I hope I'll come back to meet again with the object.
Good Night friend bloggers.